OK I did it, I really really did it! I am serious. It took me a long time to take this step….
I am becoming a non smoker! There I said it aloud online.
Rainer stopped smoking 2 weeks ago, he’s never been as bad as me but he did it. I thought it best to stagger it a little so we dont meet at our worst heads on. Plus *sighs* I knew we said we needed to give up but when he came home one day telling me I didnt smoke all day, I was both, in panic and in awe… Cause it meant time for action from my side too.
Well today I took my first step. 7 am I had my last smoke, the packet was finished and I had promised myself it would be the last one I’d buy. On went the patch, I reckon I do a week with patches and maybe emergency puffer thingee, by then I hope I have build up enough ‘success’ to do away with the patches. We’ll see.
The gals at work were lovely and so supportive. I told them to tell me off in case I go all uptight or cranky … Let’s hope I wont;p
How do I feel? Hmm I crave it ,at certain moments I caught myself looking for my smokes and then realized, hey I dont do that anymore….
This wont easy but so worth it. I’m proud for having made it through the first day.
Nighty night all and have a fabulous week!
ps: Oh yes and thanks for all your lovely comments to my last post, always makes my day to read you 🙂